Meh in the Sun.

22 Apr

criss crossing beams

of light

simmer across my face

dull morning afire.

 

on my back, heated lizards

crawling lazily slow me

pausing I look up

all is possible. All is now.

 

feet scratch trails on concrete

dirt scrambles for purchase beneath

distracted steps.

 

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It’s hard to want to talk about things lately. Which isn’t to say there’s nothing to talk about-there is. I’m just weary of it this week, finding something to say, trying. I just don’t care right now. Yes, earth day, yes horrible things happening to everyone, yes yes yes.

The sun is shining outside my window and I can’t go play. Right now, that’s the biggest crime.

And I don’t feel all that well. I have these weird heavy headaches no matter what I do or don’t do, like the back of my head is congested. My feet hurt from having crappy shoes, and now I can’t walk to work until I get new ones. Sigh. Even trying to save money I have to spend it. Money I don’t really have for good shoes-likely I’ll just get another pair of Chucks and wait for them to fall apart in a year since I destroy shoes. I like walking in the morning. It wakes me up and makes me feel better.

Meh. I’m just whiny today and bored for want of something to write. Maybe later.

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One Response to “Meh in the Sun.”

  1. Hannah April 22, 2008 at 10:00 am #

    I hate days like that. I’m feeling like I want to write something too but I don’t know what… and I’m so tired of my maternity clothes I could scream.

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