A question…sorta

6 Jul

Are crazy people deaf? Cause I swear to CRAP the TV on the ward is at FULL volume all freaking day long. I had to eat breakfast to an Avril Lavigne remix this morning.

Needless to say, I did not enjoy said breakfast.

Hoping for a weekend pass so I can get out of here. At this point, being around people is making me irritable and annoyed, and not doing much for my headspace. I’m going to put on my best pouty girl face and hope for discharge. At least if I can get out for the weekend, I can get groceries and see the air show.

And for some bloody reason, all the chicks in my room seem obsessed with hairspray-what is that? Did I fall into a void and come out in 1987? I mean really-it’s the mental ward-there’s no one to impress.

On a good note, lots of time to crochet a friends baby blanket. So at least ONE of her babies will have one by August.

I’m ok, really. I’m bored, I’m full of thoughts and unable to articulate them right now, I’m frustrated but I’m not wanting to die. That’s a step up from lately.

And now, all I can think about is diarrhea and sex toys. Not the mental image I needed. Thanks Eden. 😛

4 Responses to “A question…sorta”

  1. Bon July 6, 2007 at 9:31 am #

    maybe they keep the tv up to try to drown out the conversations with Jeebus and such…?

    but man, Avril Lavigne for breakfast. i am so sorry. if the hair in the place is all 1987, they could at least have played you some classic Joshua tree or something.

    still, i’m just glad you’re not wanting to die, Thor. seriously.

  2. cherylann July 6, 2007 at 11:21 am #

    When I was “inside”… they said that if we were annoyed by the other patients it meant we weren’t ready to go home yet. I don’t know why they think that. I mean seriously… shut the hell up crazy people!!!!

  3. thordora July 6, 2007 at 6:34 pm #

    I cannot understand, and I said this, how someone is expected to get better in the midst of all that chaos and noise! I suggested that their be “levels” of crazy-all I want is a quiet room to gather my thoughts-not 2 TV’s blaring, a pool table being used, and someone gibbering non stop about anything and I mean ANYTHING that comes into her head.

    Thankfully I think I got it through to them that I just don’t like people, and it had nothing to do with my being sick.

  4. Eden July 9, 2007 at 8:55 pm #

    I live to serve.

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )

Connecting to %s

%d bloggers like this: