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Archive for August 6th, 2008

Yes, it was me.

In my head I am:
foolish:crazy:sad, heartbreakingly sad: devoted: angry: broken: wrong: deceitful: mean-spirited: shut-off: lonely: dire: lost, whirlygig lost: confused: pained: accosted: pried open.
Mostly, I feel alone.
All of you are here for me, I know that. But I believe I’ve done gone done something terribly horribly wrong, and I’ve lost my marriage forever. It feels [...]

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62.5 ml/hr

Monday night I tried to kill myself.
After starting yet another conversation I didn’t mean, one that looks to ruin my life utterly, I swallowed a bottle of Tylenol. Then realized what an utter fucking fool I am.
2 cups of charcoal, multiple violent vomitings, and 20 hours on a drip to save my liver and I [...]

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